| As i sit and think of my lost little one
I think of what you would have been like,
Would you have looked like me?
Would you have completed the famiy?
I think about you and wonder my only baby,
I wish i could havemet you, if only held you once,
I know you had to be taken away,
To be at home where i too will be one day.
I know my lost little one that you are gone,
Gone but not forever.
In my heart i know that one day we will be together,
And i will never let you go,
No one will hurt you my lost little one,
I fought for you, please believe me i did.
I fought to save you, but he was just to strong,
He took you away and left me behind.
I want you to know i love you, and to know that i'm sorry,
For letting you go the way you did.
The doctors said it didn't hurt you,
And that you had felt nothing,
And i hope that was true,
Because i could feel everything.
I wish that i could do it again, i would have been gone,
Gone away with you, so that he could not do us wrong.
I would do anything for you, you're my baby,
My shining star, my life.
I know my words can't change the past,
But they can change the future.
My lost little one,
It will never happen to your brothers or sisters,
I will protect them to death,
I will not let them go too.
I had to lose you..that was hard enough to do,
You were my first little boy and believe me, i remember you...
I love you my son, my little man, my heart,
I MISS YOU... |
